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2009-07-04T00:32:00.003+08:00

1/7/09

Happy 18th months anniversary Alvin Dear!! went to watch movie " Transformer".. pretty nice movie.. find one day shall go n have a big feast.. it have been a long time since we have nice food already.. its time to pamper ourselves after my long sick leave.. lol

30/6

Risk management module.. went to sch.. make fun of Wei Shan.. haha.. i design a new hair style for her.. its pretty suits her.. wahaha.. shall update in facebook if i am free...=D shes gonna kill mi..

2009-06-01T00:17:00.005+08:00

yoz back again.. haha nothing much.. jus post recent pics.. yes... taken with little wiston.. Alvin's cousin..yes.. he is cute.. super active ya.. went to play with his cousins for the past few weeks as no places to go...

won a battle...i'm happy =) smile...

2009-05-14T22:32:00.002+08:00

Some people are jus annoying n tryin to act as if they understand whats going on.. trying to be involved in a battle which they should know it will be killed...be clever nt act clever!! OHHH.. TATS TOO BAD!! they were killed by mi.. wahaha..mission accomplished!! tats cool.. do it again n i will make u disappear out of my zone..!! nv & nv be back!! try it if u dare!! trying to show off ur bitchy style.. come on.. u know u will nv win... pls ensure tat the person u deal with are the right one.. otherwise... u'll be sorry...

no recognition for doing good deed

2009-05-12T16:57:00.002+08:00

sometimes i jus wonder will we get recognition and appreciation when helping others, but it jus doesnt seems to be the case. i have been helping people with work that i was not responsible for yet on the other hand, people jus don bother or appreciate. I have been helpful to people for
times, now i have no choice but to jus respond NO in future!!

Havin to say, having troubles in minds, hundreds of it, rowin & rowin, pessimistic thinking thus comes in, resulting in bad mood & attitudes. feel so helpless, wat can i do?? jus to say forget bout it.. time will solve.

School life jus suck to the core, dressin system changed with effect from today, i seriously felt useless with it cos dressing like business man/women doesnt make sense. People outside earned $$ when wearin formal.. students like us paid yet we need to wear too..

Grading system worse.. gettin A s is tougher than before... speakin & askin questions in class doesnt really contribute to gettin A s. People are jus askin questions for the seek of getting A s which is obvious & questions are so common sense..jus cant stand it..!! our precious time is jus wasted by those people!!! spare a thought pls!!!

Ut is comin.. yet i feel hopeless.. cos ut is always my weaknesses as i jus cant explain in words.. presentation is nt a problem, is the expression of words i used in uts.. sad.. my ut will fail!!!

FYP is stress as i feel that i jus cant be ahead of others.. my language is poor... communication skills nt gd n phrasin of sentences jus doesnt make sense!!! Explaination jus cant get into other's mind.

Time is jus wasted at work... tired.. n tired... time jus seems to be nt enough for me.. i have lots of things in mind.. i jus cant manage.. hopin tat time will wash away all the things... i jus wan to be happy!!! cos life still needs to move on... so ...

Lishi must not give up!! cos she believe she can overcome it!! nothin can defeats her!!!

2009-05-02T23:05:00.004+08:00

1/5/09- 16 months anniversary!!

Happy 16 months anniversary to my dear Alvin Tan.. my beloved..Always & ever!! time had past so fast.. jus a blink, army daes will soon be over!! i am waitin for tat dae ok!! haha.. i luv him so much.. nv changed!!! but more.. he is reali a great BF.. i am glad tat i found him n i make the right choice!! ok.. tats all.. byebye!!

2009-04-28T11:36:00.002+08:00

haha.. jus some pics.. =D my beloved.. happy being with him.. =D

wa!! need to give mi tis face ma!! u see.. mi smiling like no one cares!! lol...

2009-03-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

yoz.. back to blog.. last sat.. thinkin where should we go.. end up go walk around n eat..went to eat sakae with wei shan.. plus she intro to mi nice bubble tea from taiwan.. its damn nice.. called" koi cafe" at china town. tpy n parkway parade there.. yupp.. i swear is the nicest bubble tea in singapore la.. lol.

Guess wat!! we went to CPF buildin jus to eat sakae buffet dinner.. is like $20 per person onli.. n dessert was like.. more than 2 people share..haha.. compare to other places.. guess cos nt many people were there..=D

Had our regular fyp meeings.. at my house.. haha.. tis time round.. i switch off the tv to reduce disturbance.. complained by timo.. we watch tv more than listenin to him.. haha.. jus for some kind of relax session n rest our ears.. haha.. from the pic below... u can see..how we hope timo's head will disappear when he is naggy.. haha... n esther doesnt seems to bother so much.. haha.. cos TIMO IS NAGGY!!! lol..

yeah.. of course sat went to dear's house.. to make Sushi..as promise.. tis time round i learn new type of sushi instead of simple maki.. i made california rolls.. haha.. nt bad la.. gt improvement.. jus tat i guess tat rice is nt a gd brand.. haha...

his mum is funny.. cos i need a big plate.. end up she gave mi tis.. i was like " WOW so tranditional ar"??.. haha.. n it does make the sushi looks unique!! making sushi is so tiring.. i spent 3 n a half hours ++ in the kitchen.. lol..

lookin forward to meet dear again..=D

2009-03-03T10:41:00.003+08:00

Xiao yong's baby 1montn birthdae.. we were all invitied to eat buffet.. haha.. raining heavily.. n baby looks like his wife.. haha.. pretty ya..=D Yeah.. since its raining.. so tout of drivin alvin to station onli.. n u know wat cousins said..?? drive him back.. we go have some ride.. boring here.. haha..=D so i drove him back... to clementi.. rain pouring ..lol.. cant see road marking.. aga aga..!! dangerous right?? =)

end up we all went to his house to ise the toilet.. Lol... guess it was shockin to his mum.. nvm.. his mum is always friendly ya!!..

Yeah!!.. jus some follow up pics la.. on sunday, went to eat with family at bottle tree village..=D

2009-02-26T13:48:00.005+08:00

tis time round, gt things to blog.. haha.. nothing much.. jus tat dear POP again le.. tis time round, time past very fast,, he is in the army for going 6 months.. ya.. he had gotten his Sergeant rank.. haha.,.i actually went there.. don wanna miss it too..=D i know dear wan mi to be there.. haha...went with his mom n bro..when helping him to stick the rank, he told us tat he went to the unit he wan.. lucky,, its near his house.. so next time if we wanna meet,, its easier le.. so glad.. he no need to be so chiong le.. cos he always kana xiong unit.. =(!hope time past even faster,, n his army will end soon..=D

Took some pics.. cos 1st time i will bring camera hor.. wahaha..=D

when his mum is stickin rank for him.. so i was told to take pics... haha.. jk..=X

Its mi!! haha.. they are holdin guns.. lol.. which i was scare of.. cos it so near.. everywhere is GUNS!!lol..

His Mum.. mi n him =D

His bro.. doesnt look alike.. haha.. like my family too.. =)

Its mi Its mI!! haha..this kind of pattern de photo.. all is ah cum Alvin took de.. no skill!! cant put us in the center de.. always 1/3 missin..

I Luv tis pic.. is NICEEEEE!! n hor.. i tink he smile vyer naturally la.. 1st time..wahaha

upon the parade..half way.. raining.. pathetic.. all soldiers have to be under rain.. lol.. after tat..gt rainbow.. whao!! is so nice..one whole stretch arcoss the sky leh.. ignoring the fact tat its POP.. people seems to be more interested in tat rainbow stuff.. people like mi!! of course.. take rainbow la.. haha..

taken by one of his frens..ya.. half body gone.. but nvm.. can see rainbow above us.. =D

ok.. end of bloggin.. tis week event period.. weekends burnt=(

2009-02-24T09:25:00.002+08:00

22/2- cousin ying birthdae..Happy 16th birthday

went to acc dear... so go down to his house first.. cos he gt things to do..since we have no time.. so i be a gd gf again.. go help him take stuff cos he bought for mi things in taiwan.. ya.. is foos n bags..so since he treat mi so gd.. look upon the things he bought for mi.. hai.. jus help him take..haha( in his heart.. he was thinking tat.. tho li shi wan to eat.. so come n find him) haha..=D no la.. i jus wan to acc dear.. haha..=D

In the afternoon,, dear n i went to cousin's house n celebrate her birthday..have lots of food n chatting.. watching movie with her friends.. shouting and screaming here n there. haha.. nt as scary ma.. cos tis is the 2nd time i watch it.. =D

At night.. dad told mi to ask dear to join us for dinner.. went to bottle tree village n food was nt bad.. will go there again...=D

21/2- of course fo out with Alvin Tan
went to meet dear in the afternoon.. at clementi station.. cos i know he is tired.. so let him sleep longer.. so i be a good gf.. went there to find him.. haha.. we headed straight to orchand to exchange the shirt size for him.. then we went to DG to eat HK cafe.. haha.. again there.. cos cant tink of any nice places.. after finishin..we went to eat ice monster.. my favourite.. Yes!! onli my favourite.. nt Alvin Tan's favourite therefore, the whole dessert is i finish de..LOL.. nice become nt nice at all.. so full n feeling coldddddd... thanks to u dear!!

After eating... walk around n back to yishun.. for wat!! cos of my movie..i wanna watch since 3 weeks ago.. :"the curious case of benjamin button" its reali a nice, romance & comedy movie..nv regret watchin cos duration is very long.. LOL..theatre nt gd. should have chose some other places.. who ask the movie to be so late.. like 9 plus for every cinema..=(

20/2- he's back!!

after 3 weeks of long waiting period.. dear was finally back from Tai wan..reached singapore at around 2 plus..yes.. miss him so much.. haha.. was waitin to see him on sat.. shopping.. n surprise him with my present for him.=D

2009-02-16T14:58:00.009+08:00

15/2.. outing with CREATIVE people..

jerry organise CREATIVE outing once again.. tis time round.. i can go.. cos off from work.. have fun.. food.. n bar again.. haha.. we tok crap.. laugh.. n lastly gossip..=D.. nt many pics.. cos i din bring camera.. haha..

tis is mi.. nice?? haha.. pic taken by pam.. cant even see my face..lol

can see my face liao.. =D

tis is pam.. can see her face.. cos photographer is tho li shi!! lol

Loving couple.. jerry & pamela.. smile smile smile..=D

14/2.. valantine's day.. but with lovely E65N

Happenings for the past few days.. sadly to say.. din spent valentine's dae with beloved..cos he is in taiwan.. but is alright..dear actually sent flowers delivery to my house.. flowers with bear bear.. its nice..=D thanks dear.. i miss u.. still gt my lovely E65N =D went out to shop for shoes, clothes food etc.. meet them at orchand.. ok.. must thanks the 3 of them.. i waited for 2 hours plus.. at station ALONE!! Thanks ar.. wei shan.. esther n ZINC...lets nt mention bout tis.. lets tok bout wat we did for the whole day... went to HK cafe have our early"dinner" first before proceeding activities.. was feeling so excited bout going to pub.. every1 agreed n there we go.. clark quay don know wat "...ello...retro bar" LOL.. live band was nt quite. songs are all retro.. haha.. had a drink there.. fries.. n chat.. nt to say.. we took lots of pics...haha..overall.. was reali glad to have them with mi.. haha.. enjoy n enjoy without failed..=D

2009-02-09T11:21:00.000+08:00

ANW.. its my boy's 22 years old birthday..HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAE!! may all his dreams come true.. come home faster cos i'm missin u so much.. ya.. so i will be spending my lonely valentine's dae alone at hm.. haha.. people don laugh.. its a process too..so ya.. i had planning for tat dae.. hmm.. should give myself a day off from work and be a gd gal.. stay at hm to cook desserts for myself to eat... n enjoy tat day at hm..=D but jus feelin sad cos unable to celebrate dear's birthday n valentine's dae..but we will have lots of chance after his back..=D

2009-02-04T20:31:00.003+08:00

jus some follow up pictures for previous post.. CNY!!

at my big uncle house at chu er!! haha.. nice pic dear.. all thanks to mi ya..=D

smile 2 the camera.. =)

chu yi at dear's there haha...

2009-02-01T00:59:00.003+08:00

Sun 1/2 (our 13th months anniversary)

HAPPY 13th MONTHS ANNIVERSARY!!
Although dear is nt with mi.. i will still miss him n luv him so much.. being with him is always happy.. tis is the 1st time i feel tat there is a man who is truely in luv n care for mi.. who will always be the 1st to reach when i was sad or angry... a man tat will always be my shield to protect me from harm n a shelter to protect mi from rain & shine..
Simply in luv deeply with u dear!!

sat 31/1 ( Internship & CHINGAY PARADE 2009)

back to post.. haha.. was posted to cityneon for internship.. was fun cos we do not need to stay in the office everytime.. instead.. they ask us along to the on site of the event..we were under production team.. which means.. we got a chance to stand in front of the stage.. first event is the "CHINGAY PARADE 2009" haha.. so fun la.. 1st time we get to stand so close to the performance.. took lots of pictures n event jus ended today.. haha.. can see lots of efforts being put in.. n even president & ministers were there..its an good opportunutites 4 us to learn along..there are several upcomin events so we get to involve in it.. tis time round.. we need to do some set ups..=D

"pics n videos i'll upload later when i am free.. very tired already!! haha"

fri (30/1)

dear is going to taiwan today.. its sad tat i cant send him off to the airport cos of work!! hut lucky i still get to see him for few hours before settin off to work.. caught a movie" love matter" nt bad.. should say quite touching..hai.. dear is going for 3 weeks.. hope he is doin well n take care of himself.. dear was funny la.. told mi don cry cos he will be back 3 weeks time.. lol..i was jus yawnin at tat moment..he tout i crying!!.. lol..although i cant bear to see him away.. but i still hope tat time will past fast so tat i can see him soon..=D tis shows how much i will miss him when he is nt beside mi.. haha.. ALVIN TAN!! see.. How much i miss u !!

mon & tue (26 & 27 ---> CNY)

spend 2 days with dear.. went around the world to visit his relatives n he too.. took few pics but will upload later.. dear was handsome ok!! my swt dear dear.. have a wonderful CNY spent 2gather... =D n we collected lots of angbaos.. n these $$ will have purpose.. haha..=D onli we two know..shhhh...

2009-01-14T00:05:00.004+08:00

hi all, back to blog.. some happenings out there.. dating with preious dear dear.. going for SOH meeting with dear E65N & interview last but nt least..our makan marathon.haha.. i was jus being lazy to type down la.. too mani stuff..so jus pics will do the tok!!

going out with dear are always nice cos he is reali a gd n lovin man!!

going meetin with E65N.. always fun n nonsense classmates..!! nt forgotten...=D cheer!!

Haha.. all zhi lian pics.. tis is a gal doing in the toilet.. wahaha.. clara n Mi!!

Lastly.. after interview.. zoey.. gen & mi decided to eat at geylang.. anw..company is near there.. nice food.. wahaha.. we went to eat claypot rice.. then to beancurd.. followed by diam sum.. n lastly.. nt to forget.. our flavourite DURIAN!!!.. is pity tat cute little zoey don like la.. so she be the camera gal.. =D thanks ya!!

DURIAN is nice n yummy..its frangance too.. zoey.. must know how to appericate.. haha.. kiddin=D

2009-01-06T22:43:00.003+08:00

today wasnt a gd day i guess.. tired, bad grades, lost ezlink card...

tired cos i was already on holiday mood n cant be bothered to pay attention in class, cant be bother to learn ut.. fail fail then!! haha.. sick of it already.. but still managed to stay for ut la.. haha..

bad grade cos no moderation anymore.. the lower the marks is.. the worse grade you will get.. no point.. cos i don care for ut.. mainly cos i always cant do well.. haha.. cant be bothered anymore la!! anw.. last ut for tis module le ma.. past liao.. hoho..=D

lost ezlink card... but managed to find it within half an hour.. THANKS TO SHAN N ZOEY!! haha.. tml treat u guys drinks alright!!! anw.. for ur information.. losing items n if lucky.. being handed to SMART.. need do SURVEY one!! NT KIDDIN HOR.. ITS SURVEY!!! lol.. SMART improve liao hor!! don play play..

lastly.. dear dear called n i shared with him lots of happenin tis few days.. haha.. miss him so much la.. cant wait to see him tis sat.. =D

2009-01-02T22:26:00.007+08:00

yoz peeps.. back to blog again.. just pics will explained everythin.. was quite tired.. lazy to type to much la.. haha. anw.. ALVIN TAN n MI 1 yr anniversary le.. thanks to those who supportted mi throughout my tis relationship.. i luv Alvin tan lot.. haha..

2008-12-25T23:11:00.003+08:00

24 dec 2008 Merry christmas!! HOHO

haha,, back to post.. it have been a long time since i last update my blog.. kind of lazy la.. tired too.. have been workin for past 4 days,. yawnz.. had my second christmas celebration with my beloved.. ton at east coast.. fun yet tired.. after my workin day..LOL..christmas was indeed great cos we went back to the same place where we first ton 2gather.. haha.. soon.. we're turning 1 year..reali lookin 4ward to n dear already told mi where we will be going on dae..hopefully weather will be gd.. for the sake of bluffin my beloved on wat i was givin to him on christmas, i actually told him it was an ipod touch. no matter how hard i try to blurr.. its pointless.. haha.. cos he understand wat kind of people i don buy but buy materials to make. It priceless hor.. onli he gotten it.. see how fortunate he his.. hmm.. dear was askin wat kind of gift i wan.. s2008till thinkin.. maybe i wan nothing.. haha.=D anw hope he like the gift i gave him..=D

21 dec 2008 (tang yuan)!!

yeah,, dear actually make an effort to bring tang yuan to mi.. wahaha.. thanks dear,, its nice.. i luv tang yuan!!! miss him so much .. haha..

17 dec 2008 (E65G's bbq)

yoz.. 1st outing for the class.. haha.. i was the organiser..wahaha.. hope everything is fine.. quite success.. although nt all attended but its still fun.. hope everyone enjoyed..!! maode said thanks to everyone for this bbq.. wahaha.. qi fen cant attend..was plannin to set her up but failed!! haha.. there will be time.. =D

let mi end her.. tired already.. wahaha..

2008-12-10T11:21:00.002+08:00

today was bored,, for the whole lesson.. din reali pay attention.. cos its super super boring!! HRM again..spoit mood.. today shall be the busiest day.. cos tml is our JIVE EVENT.. every1 pls support!! my frens.. all.. thanks ar!!

sometimes.. i feel tat wat i need is jus a few close frens.. cos some frens don treat u as frens.. they treat u as hi bye frens.. nothin much.. appearance will cheat!! don ever trust.. this is wat is encounter.. truth is hidden by fake!! tats all bye!!

trust ur loves ones and close one!! open eyes big big n see...=D

2008-12-09T08:29:00.005+08:00

sat.. 6/12

cousin's wedding.. haha.. went with dear.. venue at meritus mandrian hotel. food was nice.. environment too!! first time went weddin with dear..ok. reached there saw my fren.. both of us walkin past then lookin at one another.. looks familiar!! Oh... is my fren.. !! tout y he is there end up.. we are relatives now!! haha.. cos both of us have the same surname.. his sister is my cousin's wife!! LOL.. so qiao..

when weddin start.. bride n groom walkin in.. then gt lots of bubbles n flower petals.. people throwin flowers and bubbles in the air.. floating.. then wat dear suggest is next time our weddin he throw $$$$$$.. wahaha.. then i laugh like hell!! i say u tink u rich isit!! give mi all ur $$$.. =)

dear bought a very nice sweater .. end up din wear.. he say hot!! haha.. no matter wat u wear will still be nice k!.

my sis n my cousin KY!

cousin YP n her BF!! ok.. u two enjoy.. don disturb!! nxt group

my cousin.. ZH, WH, WB.. WH.. wat u doin!! takin pics still sleep!!

next.. my bro n BF!! botak all look similar..!! haha..

now!! mi n KY!! haha..

haha.. mi n dear!! haha.. handsome dear...=D

sun..7/12

as ususal.. borin workin dae.. tired cos of weddin.. but no choice.. still WORK!! sometimes i was wondering wether should i quit or not.. but thinkin of tis job is still quite flexible cos onli work on sunday by right.. by left.. hmm.. then sian liao.. workin hours too long.. pay i feel quite little la.. but jus work for the sake of fun.. nt for work..!! haha.. today special.. dear came n picked mi up.. went for supper.. n the whole time i was like waitin for the time to past so that i can see my beloved.. haha.. cos he tues then book in.. went to velocity for TCC!! coffee was nt bad.. haha..

mon.. 8/12

finally have a day where a can spend the day with dear.. cos for the past 2 days.. it was like.. erm.. onli 3 hours?? or lesser..?? i don know.. but today we had our plan before hand.. we decided to watch the BOLT!! tat dog!! haha.. was super cute.. u guys should watch.. haha..went hm to dear's house for dinner n... go hm next.. cos sian.. is tues.. schoolin!!.. but is alright.. at least i enjoy two days of freedom n life..=D

2008-12-01T07:59:00.004+08:00

back to post le!! sat had a enjoyable day with my beloved.. haha.. he brought mi sweets from japan!! haha.. its very nice wor.. we went to vivo.. 4 shoppin.. going to choose clothes for cousin's wedding.. =D he bought a very nice sweater wor.. hee.. it suits him la!! cos chosen by mi!! anw.. watever he wear is nice la!! then we went down to PS for movie.. n the movie we watch is quarantine.. LOL.. the movie u all should watch lor.. i watch till head giddy hor!! n after movie i vomit! so LAME la!! cos the a=whole movie is like rollar coaster!! 4 more information, pls drop by to watch hor!!

after tat walk to orchand 4 dinner n it was super crowded.. n we came along some cute character .. don know is who.. jus took pics with them.. haha..

my dear was the sweetest man ever!!

2008-11-28T20:37:00.005+08:00

yoz peeps!! i'm back to blog. haha..today was the 1st time E65G went break 2gather!! although its nt mani people.. BUt!!! at least we went once!1 super happy.. n everyone was chatting happily.. happy 2 say i am awaitin 4 JIVE FISTA n our class BBQ!! every1 must support hor!! thanks ar!! n we took lots of pics n i guess its also 1st time la.. lots of nonsense happened in class today..

fIrstly, we tooks lots of funny pics.. will upload later.. another thing is we go disurb faci .. take a frong from JOJO.. which it will ring like"DING DONG.. WELCOME!" somethin like tat.. under the table n when faci sit on the chair, it will DING DONG!! WELCOME!! n faci was blurr.. haha.. keep findin the nonsense stuff.. wahaha.. its damn fun n every1 was laughin non-stop!!.. its a great n fun day with E65G! lookin forward to more activities with u guys!!

we got super power!! u see.. wahaha..

ROARR!! jus hungry la!!

ITS TIME 4 TWEESE!!

2008-11-16T23:12:00.004+08:00

haha.. i m back to blog.. finally.. dear POP again..now going take another course.. it must be super tired 4 u my precious..=D but don worry ya.. time will pass fast n i will be waitin 4 u!! Anw.. thanks for sendin mi back yesterday after a whole day no sleep for walkin tat 28km.. haha.. u must be damm tired n hopin 4 a massage right?? hee.. pai seh hor.. my wrist injure.. cant massage 4 u.. will do it next time.. =D i always enjoy every moment with u my dear.. hopin time can jus stop 4 a while.. so tat we can have more time 2gather..

today went to work.. it was damm bored.. waitin 4 time to past faster so tat dear can come find mi.. gd thing is dear tml then book in.. haha.. super happy wor.. he come workplace find mi n we go have supper!! hee.. daes with u nv get bored.. anw thanks 4 comin down n i know u are tired.. =( but is alright.. hee.. i will wait4 u to call mi every nite.. jus to listen to ur voice.. i am glad..

to my precious:" life with u nv get bored.. every words coming from u touched my heart. I enjoy every moments being with u..hopin tat u will hold mi tight n promise nv let go.. Lets hold on to our hands and walk down the path of happiness and the start of our new chapter of life..=D i anticipate 4 this dream to come true.." luv u so much.. alvin dear!!

ah cum!! wat are u tryin to do.. haha.. camera is infront leh..

he is as blurr as he seems to be.. =D but i luv it.. wahaha
yes!! after takin hundreds of pics.. this one finally come out.. gt pattern liao.. =X

2008-11-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

today had a lot of fun in class.. sayin out lot of nonsense things but i feel tat i am tokin somethin which make sense la.. wahaha.. =X ! i guess the class knew bout it.. haha.. faci bth!! and my PP passed!! hoho!! yeah!! happy n glad.. efforts does pay off.. jus now.. dear did call n say he gt nites out... wanna meet mi.. but i rejected.. sad case!! cos too tired le.. so din managed to meet dear.. but gonna tell him i reali miss him lot.. reali wana see him.. but its too late.. need go over to boon lay there.. very far leh.. hai.. feel very sad.. cos cant see him till sat le..=( i reali hope we gt more time leh.. cos i gt lots of things wanna share with him la.. no time to tell all.. always half half.. but nvm.. i guess will have time de.. dear..!! =)

2008-11-06T13:54:00.002+08:00

it going to be weekend soon.. is kind of bored in class n lesson..hai.. tired. wish i can have more holidays.. haha.. addicted to pet society n watchin gossip gals!! haha at the same time miss my dear lot!! going to see him soon.. awaiting !!.. haha.. now wrist was pain n eyes was red and itchy.. watchin n playing too much com games liao.. gt to rest more.. haha.. gt 1 damm big pimples under my nose.. looks damm ugly!! i am so angry la..!! =( faster disappear!! bth liao!! haha... =D sch was fun cos of frens la,, my support in sch..sharin joy n laughter 2gather la..=Dbye!!

2008-11-04T07:48:00.002+08:00

today..dear went for outfield again le.. sadsadsad..=( cant tok to him till fri.. cant see him too.. reali miss him lot.. hai..must take care hor dear.. gonna miss u every min every sec.. everyday everynite.. awatin 4 tat dae to meet u.. luv u alot.. dear..

2008-11-03T08:04:00.006+08:00

yoz.. back to post.. haha.. hmm.. wat should i post??haha.. of course is wat happened durin weekends.. dear finally come back from fieldcamp.. after like 4 days?? somemore is during my holidays..sad.. army should gave him more holidays.. otherwise i very boring one.. haha.. everytime have to wat for like don know when then can tok to him.. have lots of fun with him..
since dear wanna eat lots of food so i suggested going yuki yaki.. n u know wat.. i gt sore throat so din reali eat alot..haha.. wat i do was to keep feeding him..wahaha.. he eat till bao bao de.. n i was like awaiting to eat the ice cream there.. is fun la.. D.I.Y de.. hee.. n my ah cum dear dear don know how to cook.. n he is trying to be funny ok.. haha.. but thanks goodness.. he still manage to cook 4 mi.. =D..

firstly..self-intro.. helo.. i am ah cum alvin.. today.. i am going to teach u all how to make heart-shape ice cream 4 beloved.. heehee.its going to be nice ok!! cos its done by mi..

see.. how hard-workin i am.. first time makin food 4 my dear.. haha..now.. i am going to make the oval shape out first.. starting from top..

next.. i am going to make the shape ended at the bottom of the heart.. its going to be done.. u see.. is delicious hor.. my dear sure likes it..

finally.. tis is wat ah cum dear claim to be a nice heart shape ice cream hor..haha.. it don look like.. haha.. maybe to others.. but nt mi la.. i can see..=D wahaha.. jia you next time hor..!! u can do better.. hee

have an enjoyable day with dear..i always treasure time with him.. cos time is precious la.. realli.. haha.. sweet n loving him.. awaitinn 4 the next outing next sat perhaps.. hai.. sad. dear going tekong tis week 4 fieldcamp.. sad to say... he would be callin back for the next 5 days..=( will be kind of bored durin these few days.. hope he take care n miss mi more..wahaha.. same goes to mi la.. haha.. love u dear.. muackzz..

next let mi post something bout my frens be4 holidays started... waitin for cheryl 4 her prizes and we waitin like going an hour.. so we took some pictures.. wahaha..

see.. cheryl. unglam pics...she is tryin to force kiss la.. go away!!

haha.. ur nose hole so big.. wahaha..!! breathin u sure win la.. haha..

zoey!! wake up la!! wat time liao!! kill u hor!! haha..
yeah.. we are here.. nice to be frens with la..!! haha..smilin n smilin.. wahaha..
oi zoey!!! tryin 2 be funny isit!! smell cheryl's hair 4 wat.,.11 later faint .. haha..

cheryl!! pose wat pose!! nt takin u la.. wahaha..=D

anw.. E65N will always be my best class la.. haha.. bye!!

2008-10-27T00:22:00.006+08:00

yoz peepz.. back to blog.. haha.. tis few days happened lots of fun ya.. i agree some funny things ..=D firstly..on fri.. lets tok bout my uncle's birthdae.. which is held at CC.. having to say.. birthday will be like wat we were having in recent daes.. but some weird things .. or should i say.. the most special cake which i had seen be4..haha.. take a look of those pics..

haha,, chinese new year de kue neng ger. haha.. 3 stick 2gather de hor.. haha.. with candles somemore..

the 3 birthday peeps.. my mum gei kiang..tout she no need participate to blow candles. so ga jiao go buy those magic candles which is difficuit to blow off.. end up.. she had to blow also.. see la.. haha.. tat day was fun la.. cos had long chat with cousins they all..=D

secondly.. went walk with dear on sat.. watch movie with dear.. haha.. the most romantic movie" the note book" its reali touched and romantic.. its bout a man.. turn his story to life.. go chance.. go watch.. wahaha... i miss dear lot.. since last week.. u are my best ever man.

thirdly.. dear came n fetch mi back hm after work.. tired bah.. cos run all the way there 2 find mi.. jus miss those days we had in sch reali!!.. but now.. i hope time past faster so tat we can have more time 2gather.. =D jus finish eating supper with my beloved dear ah cum!! have some pics with him..

u see.. my ah cum dear dear.. after takin so mani pics.. the smile hor.. NV CHANGE ONE!!

tis looks better la.. haha..

my sweet beloved boi...= D
dear dear look like litlle boi.. luv u =D muackz..

2008-10-23T10:12:00.003+08:00

yoz people.. something to blog le.. yest fren's birthdae, then being invited.. haha.. as well.. joey n her bf came.. so we had a long chat outside his house.. haha.. tok bout what happened this year.. cos it has been a long time since we settle down n chat.. haha.. funny right.. we r as crappy as before.. nothing change.. haha.. her bf tink cant tahan liao.. keep laughin.. n JOEY.. U R SO BAD OK!! haha.. nvm.. u nv gd be4..=X ya.. was being asked to drive her go tou feng.. with the use of mr zhou's car.. haha.. n had a tour at yishun n back to his house.. n there joey.. as usual.. taking camera everywhere to take pics.. n tis is wat she do outside.. so we entertain her.. haha.. jus pose man!!..below is pics she took la.. haha.. blur looks nicer haha..

tis is wat she do when i was driving.. lol.. posing in front of red lights.. haha

my crappy fren.. haha.. tis pic is sure nice 2 her.. cos i am blur.. lol.

2008-10-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

recalled back wat had happened in the past.. i regretted!! reali n reali.. i jus don know how come jus a simple thing will lead to lots of trouble.. life is jus like tat.. we can onli forget..nothing much to do.. recallin back will be worse.. makes u feel miserable.No point.. jus move on with life man!!
happy n sad also need to go on with life so lets just stay happy..

In sch, hearing lots of craps and nonsense.. stress stress n stress..!! pp poster goin due liao..glad i had completed but nt sure its gd anot.. but hopefully.. wish tat i can pass.. lesson was bored somehow.. but still have to bear with it.. time will past soon.. year 3 comin.. fyp etc.. jus hope everythin will past jus a blink..=D

anw.. congre tat both of my frens had found their happiness!!

2008-10-14T23:04:00.005+08:00

today lesson was fun with qifen.. haha.. cos guess among all faci.. she best understand us bah.. today was being forfeitted cos our team nt able to give points.. OK!! I M DAMN SUAY K!! for the past 3 weeks have mi always kana forfeitted.. sian.. so today we did an advertisement programme.. i m like an idoit la.. i guess onli choe n mi most active liao.. the rest more active hor!! haha.. must do 2gather la.. hee..anyway.. have fun in class today..=D so came accross tis website which u are able to make funny pics la..so i go n play play with dear n my pics haha..=D

dear.. i went overseas jus to get some1 to draw for us.. u see..its very nice..=D haha

dear lucky u gt smile.. cos everyone is lookin at us.. we are at exibition hall.. n we are the posters!! haha

see dear dear.. our future car!! haha.. nice right?? gt our pics which belongs to us onli..

dear we are so popular..appearin in tv now! faster go watch k.. haha

i am lookin forward to meet u.. realli miss u lot..=D

2008-10-13T13:09:00.005+08:00

everything was fun and nice during weekends.. haha.. ent bugis with zoey n shan on friday.. tout of buying stuff from there.. in the end.. 3 of us din reali see wat we want la..saddy right!! but zoey bought a shirt n mi bought one socks.. lol.. shan ar.. nothing.. guess we are too hum liao.. nothing there reali suits us bah..later we went to eat mac as all of us tired liao.. cute zoey..go buy sundaes to eat.. haha.. onli she alone eating.. later alvin tan come meet mi.. hee.. at hmm.. very late at 9 plus..lol..cos gt early book out..went to nydc as i wanna eat mugpie la.. hee.. i miss dear so much lo..keep lookin at dear when he was eatin.. haha..we ate cake n mugpie wor.. is delicious..

see... my ah cum dear dear face funny.. always nv look infront when front de when takin pics.. haha..i miss u dear..

my cookies monster mugpie.. haha.. so yummy!!!

our cakes.. haha.. tis pic look like i very fat..lOl.. dear no skill
i was holdin a folk,.wanna eat liao.. dear wan take pics.. lol..haha.. u continue to take.. no more left hor!! i am aimin le..=)

had my friday spent wisely.. with friends n dear dear..

Lets proceed on to saturday.. of course went out with dear ah cum... go see doctor first at queensway, doctor say my hand recovering le.. haha,. so glad to hear tat.. cos of my hand, it spoilt my mood always.. hai.. no place to go.. so went orchand again after tat.. haha.. saw two frens there.. lol..jus go shop for dear's clothes but in the end, nothing to buy so we went to china town..heehee.. went for the china town market.. nothing one.. all seems to be foreigners products.. nt suituble la.. then dear decided to go THE CENTRAl.. we walk there n have shoppin.. seems like more shops are opening le.. great.. so next time our target will be there le.=D!! have a walk n took some pics at s'pore river.. hee..

finally being forced to look in front.. haha.. dear.. don worry bout ur hair.. cos i keep laughing..its nice k..=D

my head looks big.. u know y!! ah cum lor... purposely pose behind mi.. train ur skill hor..

OI!! ask u take pics hor.. trying to steal my milk tea

thanks 4 ur car and concern plus luv.. luv u lot dear..

environment was nice.. jus found out there gt lots of resturant.. haha..

dear dear..onli u can hold my heart.. u see...my heart is in ur hand.. lets treasure..=D
some stuff was funny.. gt to thanks mabel hor... keep saying" i bite u hor".. influence mi liao.. when dear bully mi.. i keep sayin " wo yao ni hor!!".. then dear say. i like dog.. keep on wanna bite people..!! so angry la.. thanks mabel hor!!!

jus end here.. luv u dear dear..sorry tat i sick again.. i will take care de.. not to worry k..=D

2008-10-10T08:29:00.002+08:00

haha..cos of certain reasons, cheryl n i went to DG for shoppin.. firstly is her bf book out but nt free so suppose she acc mi go buy stuff.. then in the end.. my dear also book out.. wanted to meet mi but .. haha.. i am booked.. dating with cheryl teo.. we went for 2 h 30 mins jus 4 two shops.. haha.. with luv n spotlight.. its so fun.. haha.. we like alien when reached there.. cheryl impatient.. want to buy then don wan buy.. then we spend 1 hour plus at spotlight.. in the end.. she don wan buy.. wanna kill her lor..!! our bag was so heavy till i cant stand properly.. but well.. time is still spend wisely.. selecting items..,=D thanks ar.. teo.. for acc mi.. haha.. enjoy chattin with AUNTY TEO!!

reach hm call dear.. have a short chat... do RJ n sleep haha.. take care ar dear.. miss u.,

2008-10-08T19:34:00.000+08:00

i jus found out something which i am damm depressed!! i gotten 1 C from J T!! SUPER SUPER AFFECTED BY TAT GRADE OK!! i din know her criteria for RJ is tat we cant take points from resources which i took the 4 main points and understand the explanation then i rephrase every points. Somemore i did add and elaborate based on my understanding... then.. i got a C!!! wa kao.. my first C .. LAME LOR.. i actually thought of maintainin no Cs!! but yet.. 1 stupid C came out !! cos of don know wat reasons.. she jus say"this whole RJ is essentially taken from the website you listed below" & This RJ is disappointing. wa.. u see.. sian liao.. i did even know we cant.. stupid la !! i am kana very affected by tat C.. very sian leh.. so i go send email to her.. asking her the reasons.. very stupid n lame right?? but no worries.. i type in a peaceful manner.. jus clarify something clearly.so tat wont make the same mistake again lor.. for others.. might tink jus C ma.. wont affect much.. but to mi.. is nt the grade.. but the comment.. is like.. wat the hell..!! i don know even! so chill..!! ju 4 my own information onli.. wont affect u guys k!! haha..=D

2008-10-08T07:43:00.002+08:00

today is the most early time reached sch.. lol.. 7.30 am.. still gt an hour to start sch..is kind of bored.. n reach so early.. air con nt on yet.. super hot..!! LOL.. HRM somemore.. hai.. tat SMRT lesson damm borin n i was already going to fall asleep.. Its cos of the way she tok.. every sentence every word also speak.. lame lor.. like tat .. tell mi who wont sleep??

back to wat happened yesterday.. hai.. din speak to dear much.. onli like less than 5 mins?? NO TIME NO TIME!! HIS TOO BUSY!! actually my fault also.. cos he called n i say i watchin tv.. later call u.. by the timeonli left like lesser than 5 mins to tok le.. sad.. i miss him so much yet i prove it in tis way.. very bad hor..=( but in my heart.. i reali miss him alot.. still gt 3 more days to see him.. must find a way to treasure and make use of our time.. haha.. =D

2008-10-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

today had a great day with beloved dear.. haha.. today he book out at 2 plus.. then we meet at 3.. went to his ah ma house to play with his cousin.. reach there saw her cousin playing with poster colour.. so went there join her.. although my art was like shit.. haha.. but to her cousin.. i still drew better.. hee.. after awhile..went to his aunt house to play with his youngest cousin.. which is jus born.. haha.. he was super cute n very small.. haha.. i was been asked whether wanna carry the baby.. i wlas like ermm.. i scare leh.. nv carry new born baby be4.. cos the baby was jus born 4 days ago..so fragile.. scare scare!! then his aunt say don know then now can learn .. haha.. then with the nanny's help, i managed to carry the baby.. haha..Its my first time carrying wor.. =D hee.. dear say must learn now.. so next time gt experiences.. haha.. dear funny hor!!

went to vivo.. have a walk.. went to eat Kim Gary resturant.. food was alright but portion was alot.. both of us cant finish.. nvm.. next time share 2gather k dear?? dear was realli gd la.. he send mi back hm even though his house was quite near to vivo.. haha.. he sent mi back all he way to yishun.. have a drink then take train back.. thanks dear.. luv u lot.. muackzzzzzzz...

tml still gt work..hope my day is nice.. so tat i wont be grumbling here n there.. going around disturbing others.. =D say nite to my dear dear.. have a gd n sweet dreams.. shall see ya next week.. take care..

2008-10-04T00:07:00.003+08:00

helo.. i am here to share joy again.. i am glad tat i found some very nice n understanding sisters.. i reali love being with them.. there will always be laughter among us... i reali love tis kind of feelin now.. i feel appreaciated. Those sisters u all know who u r.. haha..=D e65N!!!..although i tend to neglect my frens cos sometimes being alone is gd la.. which seems to be a normal thing 4 mi liao.. haha.. use to it.. but cos of e65N, it brightens up part my day and life.. thanks guys!!

2008-10-03T08:32:00.002+08:00

today.. i realise something which i guess since don know when.. i already knew it.. world is always unfair.. nt matter how hard u try.. people still wont appericate.. tats is when people give up, n this is why people feel depress and hatred.. i feel tat too.. but now.. i realised tat its nt worth to pay off efforts to some one who do not appreciate what we do..so y feel unhappy n sad?? tats no point.. waste of time n efforts.. whereas if u choose something which u love.. which u feel appreciated n this is when ur happiness n smile lies.. right?? cheer up people!! make changes to urself.. n nt others.. because different people different perceptions therefore, u cant change a person's thinking but u urself can make changes to ur choice.. haha..=D

2008-10-02T20:57:00.004+08:00

yoz people!!! today lesson was bored cos of all accounting.. hai.. difficuit till some of us going give up.. Mi!! of course!! i hate to do counting cos i don't know how to use excel sheet n tat stupid faci keep on laughin at mi when he told mi..this is the conversation between him n mi.. faci: is ur team ready?? mi: wait.. i still countin n typing.. faci: wat u typin?? mi: numbers lor.. so many.. u see.. faci: y don wan use excel?? mi: i don know how to use.. i using caculator.. faci: WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA NON STOP!! NVM.. i will learn ok!! today lesson: BORING!! DIFFICUIT!! UT: FAILED!! cos misunderstand Qs!!

although is bored.. but my team mates make it an interesting one.. we play with his camera n our face some how looks weird.. haha.. but some are just nice.. =D

such a "CUTE N INTERESTIN PIC" haha

tis supposely to be a nice one.. but some of our features are gone.. wahaha...

its a nice one !!! but zoey.. wat happened to ur face??

HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO... MI MI!!haha..some how random..!!

OI.. zoey.. face going sag liao.. still pull somemore.. wahaha..

ZOEY IS GIVING HER KISS TO MI.. wahahha..

after school.. went causeway with mabel, zoey, shan n esther.. haha.. we went to MAC to have some snacks..we saw some weird kind of people which u might see in the pics below.. we heard some of the conversation of theirs.. while we were sitting beside them..

OMG!! Who is this!! she look like some kind of retarded people!!
Weird people 1: Oi!! why so mani people lookin at mi?? i am pretty right!! haha,,

U mad!!! smile so wide 4 wat!! tis look a bit like clown.. wahaha
Weird people 2: Heeeee...i have a pretty smile.. u see!!!

What Happened to ur face!! its swollen.,.
weird people 3: see wat see!! NT HAPPY ISSIT!!

weird people 4: I AM SIAN LA!! OI!! take some food here!!

weird people 5: HUNGRY HUNGRY!! WAAAAAA!!!

everyone was seeing us.. don know y.,, u know y?? COS WE ARE THOSE WEIRD PEOPLE..wahahaha... end of story!!

2008-10-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

yoz.. i am back.. nothing happened past few days.. jus being myself.. n enjoyin holidays la.. 2 free daes where i can relax myself at hm.. sleep till late late..haha.. becomin pig.. hmm..tinkin of how am i going to spend tat 2 free daes.. but tml going start sch.. hai.. 2 daes holiday onli.. where gt enough!! haiyo.. better than nothing hor.. =D had a great dae with dear today.. although time was short.. cos he bookin in tonite so we onli have a few hours 2gather..=( but is alright la.. every min every sec spend with him is always gd.. i jus miss him so much la.. anyway.. HAPPY 9TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR DEAR ALVIN!! may our dreams come true.. wahaha.. wat dreams?? hmm.. onli both of us know.. haha.. nite..=D

2008-09-27T02:55:00.003+08:00

today was a bored dae cos is service module.. which i feel tat is bored la.. haha..maybe cos of the teaching method?? hmm.. nt sure..hai.. wat i know is no matter how hard i try, guess my ut sill wont turn out gd de.. wat should i do?? =( went back hm straight.. see how guai i am.. hee..went back hm wait 4 dear dear to call mi.. haha.. we meet very late n tonite plan to go supper.. haha.. guess wat?? i meet my dear dear,cousin n hao go bishan eat kuay chap.. its yummy.. haha.. is hao suggest de hor.. keep tokin then 4get tat i am driving n i do not know the road to go.. then when the time he speak.. i was already going another direction.. LOL.. next time tell early hor!! haha.. but is alright la.. at least i am nt alone in car.. otherwise..it will be sian de la.. haha..had a great supper.. miss my dear dear lot.. =D

2008-09-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

after realising tat i had missed lots of staffs, i should slow down my path n take a look at this world, it is very beautiful and full with laughter and joy!! hai.. i have being spending my time working studyin.. hai..i should treasure my time n enjoy as much as i can since i am still young.. haha!! i have plan in wat i am going to do during holidays apart from working..guess u guys know i have been working since don know when.. so haha.. tis is y my time is all wasted there.. but in S'pore.. i guess $$ is quite impt because without it..every1 cant buy the things they wan n therefore, tis will affect their emotional feeling n physical appearence.. haha.. y am i tokin such words..don seems to be myself.. haha.. but is true la..

today, nothing to do n is quite bored.. so i go n disturb long in msn.. haha.. saw his nick n realise tat wat he wrote was 100% right.."when u r being bullied by mani people, no 1 stand up 4 u.. tis is when u have to learn to protect urself" !! haha.. don look like is long wrote de.. cos i tink he is a BIG BULLY!! haha.. how could tis possible happened?? look so blurr!! haha.. but i guess i have been bullied by lots of people since don know when.. ermm.. maybe since i was like P1?? haha.. use to it so nv reali go n tok back la.. cos sometimes they seems to be jokin n disturbin whereas some seems to be true scolding mi.. haha.. but hack care la.. i should be happy right??

Sometimes i might be left out by frens due to certain reasons.. but i reali don know y sometimes too.. haha.. but is alright la.. frens are frens la.. wat they do n wat they tink u cant do anything too.. so wat 4 sad or angry.. haha.. should be smiling all the way.. cos be happy is rather than angry la!! haha.. u cant blame people 4 doing things cos sometimes.. u urself are doing the same thing too!!.

alright.. now should blog somethign which i wan to tok bout.. which is my precious ALVIN TAN.. haha.. he is bookin out tml.. so happy u know!! i miss him so much.. haha.. cos he is the onli 1 who will always support mi, lend mi his listening ears and always be there 4 mi!! luv dear !!=D
dear dear is as sweet as be4 n have been getting sweeter le hor!! haha..take care.. shall see ya tml.. =D

2008-09-22T08:11:00.005+08:00

yesterday go work..is sian la.. jus tired.. but luckily dear came n fetch mi back.. haha.. we take pics at my workplace.. he bought nice food 4 mi, haha,.. which i wanted to eat for long.. haha.. which is the 4get call wat liao..lol but jus very nice la..yummy..thanks my sweet heart!! hee.. i guess he is the onli 1 who will come down n fetch mi, wait for mi.. i am reali touched 4 wat he did.. and i reali appeciate it n i will cherish it 4ever..since past, i tink no 1 had ever cherish mi .like him.. thank god tat i found u.. where true luv reali lies..in us.

He is the onli 1 who say i am sweet n loving
He is the onli 1 who appericate wat i did n always thanks mi
He is also the onli 1 who say he reali luv mi
He is the onli 1 who say my voice is sweet n wants to hear more
He is the onli 1 man who luv mi so much n tresure mi..
finally..the man i wan to be with 4ever!!
then man is Alvin Tan Jun Yan..!!
he going in to camp today le.. have to wait till friday then can see him le.. miss u lot..my dear .. must take care alright!!

actually gt 4 one la. but finish eatin 3 then dear say wan take.. prove tat he treat mi very gd.. go buy this for mi. haha..is delicious..

dear dear look blurr haha.. don like tat la. my smile so wide.. ur smile..?? erm.."_"

WTH dear.. u mad ar...

tis is nice.. haha.. be4 our food arrive..hee

it don looks nice.. but in fact.. is nice la.. haha.. yummy..

dear send mi back to yishun.. n thanks 4 acc.. although i know u r tired.. efforts appericated..!!

2008-09-20T01:13:00.002+08:00

today was a great dae.. although this module always so tense but there are always things which make it fun. Went to causeway with whole class to do mystery shoppers. It was indeed a great experiences. We are being divided into 5 different shops. OMG!! cant expect tat all shops are almost the same.. Is nt gd is worse then wat we tink.. their attitude like shit!! in the end.. our conclusion is they should review on their service and attitude otherwise, no 1 will wan to come..
we went to eat yoshinoya with some of them. had a great chat bout previous class.. haha
..time past very fast.. we share our thoughts in the class and lesson.. as usual.. ends at 4 +..its a tiring dae..

went hm with ah choe!! haha we take bus.. BELIEVIN RIGHT!!! haha.. save $$ la..=D we chat till i alight at clementi n meet dear.. haha.. seeing him i guess mood does change la.. from tirin to energentic..!! haha.. dear.. see how attractive n powerful u r to mi!! hee..=D went to his house a while n back hm.. dear went to sell laptop n he come to my house.. haha.. bo liao right.. run here n there.. but is alright.. at least he don mind.. thanks dear dear.. supposely should meet cousins go have supper..in the end.. cancel liao..nvm .. there will be next time..then decided to send my drive dear back hm.. but gt phobia.. gt lost way once when 1st drive him back.. LOL!!! it was a bad experience la.. i promised nv to drive alone again.. but this time.. i wanna prove tat i can make it.. haha.. send him back from 1 and half hour reduce to 30 mins.. which means.. we gt the right way back.. haha..dear.. see.. told u to believe in mi.. don worry ya!!

alright.. now back hm.. is another bad experience.. gt lost too last time.. somemore alone.. now best i rmb the road when taking cab back.. haha.. and tis time ..is i go ask people to confirm the road whether right or wrong be4 going la.. be safe then sorry.. in the end.. go wrong side.. end up going to another place.. haha.. but lucky la.. i know which place it is... then i rmb the road so continue to drive la.. ok now.. problem is.. there is so many exit back to yishun.. i don know which to choose so continue to drive.. in the end.. end up at AMK.. lol..luckily.. i know that road well so able to U-turn back and drive back yishun.. haha.. today.. hmmm.. consider a lucky n happy day.. i managed to drive back from dear's place to my house.. its an achievement.. hee=D now i know if lost from there.. how to get back liao.. no need to scare cos it will get worse.. i learnt my lesson..haha.. nv anyhow exist.. haha.. thanks to dear's dad la.. cos is he tell mi the road.. hee

anyway.. my dear dear is the sweetest man in my heart 4ever!! luv him lots!! thanks ah cum dear dear for takin care of mi hor... haha.. willing to cook food 4 mi although nt very nice.. haha.. simple food is enough 4 mi.. as long as everything consist of u.. i will be glad n happy.. my loving beloved dear!! miss u..=D

2008-09-17T22:19:00.002+08:00

today lots of funny stuff happened in class.. haha..firstly is although today class very bored.. cos faci was like every slides every words all read out.. till i bth.. sian..ok.. apart from tat..i accidentally water bottle fall n water pour into the electrical pluck. First reaction is everyone chiong ar.. quickly pluck out all our cable.. haha.. super funny la..

meetin dear after class.. miss him a lot as be4.. haha.. went down to queensway.. walk walk.. haha.. dear say go ikea.. haha.. go see future house.. hee.. tis is wat we always do la.. cos nothin to do in singapore so walkin and finding things in future is gd la.. haha.. miss dear dear.. haha.. =D

2008-09-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

yoz yoz yoz.. tis few days meetin my dear dear.. haha.. finally gt more time with him.. although s'pore does nt have nicer places to go la.. but spendin time with dear is always worth.. tink tis few days, we had been going to cwp la.. nothing lor.. sian.. but dear took few pics . haha.. ok.. had an enjoyable dae with dear.. although i am nt in a gd mood, but disturbing him will make my mood happy.. haha.. i keep using face wrap to make dear's face funny.. then i show him.. n laugh out loud.. haha..it entertain my dae.. wahaha.. dear..ur face super funny la.. =D

when i was lookin at u my dear dear.. haha.. miss u wor.,.

dear .. u see..i huggin bear bear.. haha..

2008-09-15T07:54:00.003+08:00

hai.. this few weeks luck have been droppin.. hope next couple of months will be a happy one..nothing seems to e successful but failure.. indeed. and unhappy time. seems like everything have changed..over demanding things to be the right way is indeed wrong la.. but everyone wants perfect right?? or maybe wanna things go their own way.. but sometimes forcing and stressing one will cause unhappiness and saddness.. i guess so..i don wanna bother anymore.. its nt my problem and i feel tat i always think negatively.. so people's problem does affect mi always..worse is i tink everything is all my fault tats y they act in this way.. OMG!! cant expect tat.. but jus wondering did i do anything which cause tat even..lol.. u see la.. i jus don know y la..i always think like tis.. life sian liao la..if i always like tat..hai..hope i can faster be back to the lishi which will always be happy and don bother bout things which is extenal la.. so people.. if u are finding problems in mi.. then get lost!! u wont affect mi anymore cos i have already self reflect liao.. haha.. think is all small matter.. is jus people wanna see mi unhappy..see mi alone.. tats all..but u all will fail haha..cos i am lishi..!! i am still the same li shi.. who is happy go lucky!!.. i am no longer weak but getting stronger !!

i am gettin tired of workin. cos sitting there for 10 hrs is a bit stupid la.. somemore alone.. sian..but i wanna go overseas leh.. so bo bian..so i have to tell myself don keep eatin la..eat so much waste $$ haha..

i am tired.. i don wanna stay in s'pore.. nothin to explore..places to go.. i jus wan toget out of this country to relax n forget everything which had happened and throw everything away be4 comin back..hai..

may my wish come true..

2008-09-11T08:00:00.005+08:00

Yeah!!..Dear is out from tat isolated land.. so great..!! haha..dear will be acc mi for the next few daes.. which means.. he will not be going back for the time being.. wahaha.. can see him le.. so happy!! hmm.. so now is.. where shall we go during weekend?? NO PLACE!! sian.. cos s'pore is too small.. yesterdae went for dear de pop.. haha..guess all of them had improved a lot after they went in.. dear was like lots of topics to tok bout inside BMTC.. talkin non-stop.. haha..!! Noisy la dear..jk!! n i was like super tired.. sleepin throughout the whole journey..sorry ar.. i will pay more attention when i was awake..went to dear's house with his mum..his mum was very gd.. i say wanna eat tong zhi ji for dinner.. n his mum went to buy..very pai seh.. cos actually was surpose to be i go and buy de.. but his mum say nvm.., i go buy.. anyway.. thanks alvin's mummy!! haha.. but in the end .. both of them say bbq chicken taste nicer.. indeed it is.. i ate a lot too.!!=D lastly.."dear i know u tired.. thanks 4 sendin mi back..luv u lot."!!

ALVIN TAN!! r u lookin at the camera??

POP POP POP POP!! tis is wat they sing la.. haha

Tis 2 man.. is wat dear refer as" the tallest man & the big size man in their platoon" lol.. is real la... i was like standin far away from them.. otherwise the pics will be headless la.. cos they are really wat he refer to la.. i was like so shock la!! i went behind n was like onli at their chest there.. can see how short i am.. lol..

dear.. don sad hor!! don look back.. haha.. tis is wat ur mum said.. haha.. look at mi.. camera is here!! haha..dear.. u look cute.. wahaha..!!

2008-09-10T01:17:00.002+08:00

yes.. today dear POP le.. YEAH!! finally he is leaving tat BMTC!! Yes!! which means.. he will be back to main land for over 10 daes.. waited 4 so long.. the dae finally arrived!! i was delighted!! wantin to see him so much.. "dear u know i miss u thousands millions times!!" haha.. tokin to him make mi feel reali great.. no stress.. thanks E65N again!! for makin my dae a happy n enjoyable with all those nonsenses from some of u.. Yeah MAN!! is " ALVIN TAN!!..HOI HOI!!" wahaha.. wish denise a happy 18th birthdae!! may ur wish come true..=D

How i wish E65N will be my 4ever class in RP.. cos i reali like them a lot.. we had a sweet n great memories with 1 another.. n i feel tat they are my best ever class in RP.. which i guess i wont have such a class in future.. They will always be united as 1.. how i wish i could stick with them 4ever.. hai.. sad..

"Dear.. without u.. i guess my life will onli appear crosses.. with ur smile.. it enlighten my dae..thanks 4 being there.. i am gladful..n i appreciated wat u did!!" luv u always..

2008-09-06T23:29:00.002+08:00

happy happy dae with dear dear alvin!! haha.. although we meet quite late.. but gt see him can le.. Luv u lot!!=D haha.. i reali miss u lot cos yesterdae cant see u.. haha.. went down to suntec but its already 5 pls 6.. very late le.. but we still enjoy every min every sec being 2gather.. haha..we went to eat crystal jade xiao long bao.. haha.. which i suggest la.. cos dear last time bring mi there so tis time is Mine Time hor!! haha.. enjoy a great feast there..after tat went to food fair.. gt nice food n my favorite..ICE CREAM!! haha.. dear say.. HUH>> U HUNGRY AGAIN!! lol.. haha.. u know wat.. at crystal jade.. i cant finish the noodle so i pass it to ALVIN TAN.. wahaha. my rubbish bin.. hee.. jk!! let him eat more.. wahaha.. tats why i hungry.. after eatin tat ice cream,, u know wat.. i cant digest the tummy very uncomfortable. LOL!! then dear very bad.. he say.. eat more lor.. see!! haha,.i always eat too much..tats y..nvm la..my mouth itchy ma.. hor dear?? went down to town to have a walk with my dear.. haha..we chat bout past the way we know one another..its memorable.. cos the way we know one another.. was in a funny way..lol..=D right ma dear??

Ok.. todae happened 2 funny stuff.. 1 is.. i saw Titima in another bus which is beside my bus LOL..so qiao!! wahaha,, then she called n we chat while lookin at one another bus.. haha.. TTM.. very funny hor!! the whole bus was lookin at us.. lol.. another 1 is i was standing beside wei shan when we din notice one another.. after a glance.. i called her.. lol.. FUNNY HOR!!

dear..being with u .. i feel very secure..brave..protected.. n Love..ur words always calm mi down..thanks 4 carin n makin mi smile when i was mad..sad..holdin mi when i was feelin cold..being with mi when i was feelin bored..i jus luv u as much.. nothing less.. nothing change.. but more..=D

2008-09-04T10:28:00.004+08:00

second dae for sch.. sian OK!!.. but lesson nt bad la.. team mates nt bad.. haha.. still gettin fine..
but i jus do not have the normal mood to study cos i am nt use to new classmates.. feel weird sometimes.. hai..today should a happy day for mi cos i waited for so many days to see dear and went 4 badminton.. nothing special.. as usual.. i reali have things wanna say but jus cant say.. i was reali pissed off..!! actually thought can have chance to meet dear tml.. but sadly.. no need meet liao.. he wont be comin back early..last one to book out.. its too late liao!! sad to say.. meet him on sat bah.. so need wait 4 another dae..=( nothing gd happened this week.. all those BULL SHIT STUFF!! nothing special.. guess people who r closer to mi know bah!! when dear told mi tat he will book out last.. i was feelin very sad cos of something which happened be4 tat.. which means.. adding things into my fragile heart again..addin oil into fire!!making it worse..i din angry with dear's stuff.. but jus tat something which makes mi pissed off be4 tat.. something which i long wantin to say..but jus cant say out!! u know its hard and sad when u have to keep ur anger for more than 1 year..but there will be chance to say out everything!!

i don seems to be in my normal mood today..am i a happy person?? or some1 who pretend to be happy outside yet inside her heart..there are lots n lots of unhappiness and anger?? i reali don understand!!

when u are nt around.. people tend to bully mi n i tend to be weaker.. is it cos u r nt around or am i finding trouble 4 myself?? Does troubles find mi or am i too free to tink of seekin troubles 4 myself?? pls tell mi..

" dear.. i reali have lots of things wanna tell u.. hopin u can share.. but there is always no time 4 us..no time to tell u things.. even if have time.. when we are happy.. i don feel like tellin u my unhappiness n anger.. i'm reali sorry.. i don wanna spoilt the gd mood of ours..jus hope we have more time..cos i feel time is reali nt enough".."everyday happens different things.. some happy some sad.. whenever i wanna share.. we are left with few mins.. i can onli say something which does not concern the dae but u.. jus u.. cos i feel tat u r more important than mi.. if any thing happen.. 1st one i will tink is u.. nt myself..so i reali hope there is 1 day whereby i can sit down with u.. chattin n chattin.. other than chattin.. still chattin throughout the nite.. with u by my side.. i reali feel secure.. protected..n being love n care..i cant see u 4 the past 6 days.. i happened to be sick..sad n unhappy.. i don feel secure at all..jus words from u.. i reali feel very relax n happy..

Lastly.. dear nite.. have a gd sleep..hope 2 see u soon.. i reali miss u alot.. alot alot.!! take care..

2008-09-01T20:51:00.002+08:00

haha.. today go work again.. but nt full dae.. half dae onli cos nt feelin well.. monday shop was very quiet.. i have nothing to do so i do something stupid la.. YES again.. tat ALVIN N LI SHI.. but this time.. its nicer la.. haha.. u see...

dear u see.. u like ma.. ?? i do 4 u de leh.. when u are nt beside mi.. i will always miss u.. wahaha..=D

oh ya.. forget to wish dear.. happy 8th month anniversary.. luv u lot.. haha

2008-08-31T23:05:00.005+08:00

yoz.. every1.. todae work was so sian.. so i decided to challange myself for the HANOI TOWER.. haha.. tat IQ game u all had played in my shop previously.. I succeeded puttin it onto any side haha.. YEAH!! i did tat for 3 times.. which means.. i can do it.. haha.!! so glad..next time gt chance shall show u all!!..

from centre...

to the side.. din play cheat hor.. is reali followin sequence..haha.. i will teach u guys next time..=D

too bored liao.. so decided to make something special for dear dear la.. miss him.. dear.. i clever right.. during work also can make use of watever games on my desk to make something 4u.. my special luv one..=D nice ma dear?? no space 2 make a luv.. but is alright la.. i jus say it out..:

LISHI LUV ALVIN TAN JUN YAN!! AS ENDLESS AS 4EVER!!!

jus ended my conversation with dear dear la.. we tok bout how we know each other till now.. its a very long, SWEET N LUVIN MOMENT !! realise tat how dear trick mi be4.. very angry hor!! then how he pei zui to mi.. recalled it n realised tat dear was reali cute la.. haha.. alvin hor!!!hee..

2008-08-29T23:20:00.010+08:00

haha.. we finally went to take the s'pore flyer.. although its super ex la.. but experience la.. cos we need to pay onli for 1 ticket.. haha.. cos i gt free! wahaha.. it was indeed a great experience and view i had seem be4..i decided to give my solder boi a surprise la.. but don know whether does it count.. haha.. when the cabin reaches the top of the flyer.. i whisper softly to him" dear.. I LUV U" haha..=D at the top of the world.. hee.. the view was great..we took lots of pics la.. for memories.. haha..

jus simply a pic.. haha.. beforewe board the flight! hee. dear.. can u pls smile more naturally!! u r taking pics with mi hor.. pls make it nice..haha

i luv tis view.. taken by my alvin tan!! haha.. very nice hor..

my ah cum dear dear.. he looks weird when he don smile la.. don know where to pose de..

its bright la.. but its nice too..

this is nice !! dear.. smile tis way la.. cannot meh!! always smile like nv smile..some more.. put twist behind mi.. tryin to play a fool isit!!

u see la.. nv smile again!! BTH.. when will he going to smile at the right time dear..

cheeseee....haha

my beloved dear.. handsome dear dear..=D

before the flight landed.. dear ask mi to do a very gd pose.. ask my squat down lower to take a nicer view.. i seems to be smiling.. but u know wat.. i was super scare.. so haha.. i hold the railing..

after a tiring but fun day.. we had a quite big ice cream there.. its honey toffee.. malt ice cream.. its super super yummy.. can go try next time wor.. haha..

after tat went all the way to suntec by walkin.. had a long walk with dear la.. its tired but with him around.. seems like i was taking scroll walk around.. haha..along the way.. we keep on snatchin the ice cream.. cos its delicious.. haha.. he always take very big scoop.. so i keep tryin my best to hide the ice cream and keep it away from him.. otherwise later no more liao..

after purhasin things for bro.. we went to PS for dinner.. CAFE CATEL!!.. wahaha.. had a great dinner and chat there.. went back hm after tat..its quite late le.. thanks dear for sendin mi back.. first ever guy who always send mi back without any yan yuan!!truefully.. i reali treasure him.. luv him lot dear!! i reali had a wonderful day with u..

sometimes people envy others.. but do u know tat others envy u too??

sometimes people who r rich pray tat they want to be happy

sometimes people are unhappy pray tat they wan $$..

sometimes.. money n happiness are equally important..but in life.. things r jus unfair la.. between two choices.. each r onli given 1 choice to choose from..

so in life.. nothing are equally fair.. =D

2008-08-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

Gd morning.. haha.. very early hor!! now.. lyin on my bed .. tinking of how to spend my precious dae with my dear tml.. haha.. heard a gd news from him jus now.. sayin tat he will book out early!!! YEAH MAN!! haha.. so Happy .. finally can go take s'pore flyer le.. my first ever man whom i wan to take flyer with.. at the top of the world..at the highest point in s'pore.. of the greatest view..we spend the most precious moment together..=D luv u lot dear!!
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today.. i had wasted my time to go telok blangah to see doctor.. ok.. went there.. it was closed.. then i wonder.. we were actually late for 5 mins before it closed.. SHIT la.. waste my trip there.. is was super far OK!!so angry!! but thanks ping for acc..=D otherwise it will be worse la..!!

jus before i went to bed.. jus wanna tell my dear.. u are the one whom i reali care n luv.. whom i treasure a lot.. n u know wat.. u luv eatin cookies which i bake.. there!! i bake lots n lots of cookies 4 u wor.. n is my 1st ever.. treatin my dear so gd..somemore its at night when people are sleepin.. i was willin to bake 4 u.. touched?? hee..=D hope u will love it k.. enjoy ar!!

take care gd nite.. lu u most!! sweet dreams.. miss u.. see u tml.. muack.

2008-08-28T00:35:00.002+08:00

jus wondering.. singapore is there any nice place for couples or friends? i am super bored stayin in singapore le.. starting to feel sian.. no place to ejoy and no place for entertainment.. nothing to explore too..almost all the places i had been to.. i have several places which i want to go like taiwan, hong kong.. japan etc.. so many countries but none i can go cos too costly.. so i wan to eanr more $$$ to go.. haha.. thinking of how to spend time with my dear dear is very important la.. cos we had no place to go le.. cos almost all shoppin malls we had went there le.. except going to malaysia shoppin la.. which we had go once.. since now.. sian right.. wat we saw in malaysia was much much more different from here.. big and extremely big.. but i hope there will be another chance whereby we can go overseas together again.. i anticipated for tat dae to arrive.. so i wan to grow up la.. cos mum always nag say i still young.. cant go overseas but to mi.. many of my frnes had went to several countries before le.. sad...=( I ALSO WAN!!

jus end here.. nothing much liaoo.. going rest.. bye

2008-08-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

HELO!! people.. i m back to blog.. tis few days choingin taiwen show.. haha.. the show was really glad tat i cry and laugh at the same time.. it was a touchin show.. watch till i m so tired!! but nvm anw.. nothin to do at hm too .. holidays.. sian.. other than work.. i guess i was lazy to go out too.. i jus hope my pay faster come.. so i can buy more things..=D

Had a very great day with my dear dear wor.. we went to singapore flyer.. tout of taking s'pore flyer.. but.. we reach there too late le.. till next available flight is 10PM!! lol.. so late..hai.. its rainin somemore.. we rush there yet saw tat board of words!! so disappointed..but dear promise he will take the flight with mi next week.. hope we will get the ticket!! haha.. thanks god ar.. pls help mi..give mi luck..leave ticket for mi hor!! thanks ar..

sometimes i feel tat dear dear very ke lian la.. he like always sick.. haha..he went to army.. full of virus back..MUST TAKE CARE HOR!!! DON MAK MI WORRY.. otherwise.. next time no cookies for u le.. so angry leh.. u know wat.. he promised tat we will bake and make cookies 2gather in my house..but end up.. he come 2 my house n surf net..lol.. haha.. but he is very sweet..at least last before i finish usin up all the dough.. he make a heart shape cookies for mi.. hee.. luv dear lot.. but.. must take care la.. don come out always kana affected by disease hor..

i miss u lot.. nite .. sweet dreams.. luv u wor.. take care..=D u will always be in my heart..

2008-08-20T18:32:00.008+08:00

is bored workin.. hai.. reali very sian.. also don know wat to do to entertain myself for the next 3 hrs..other than eat... it is still eat..no movie to watch.. all finish watchin le..listening to music for past 6 hrs leh.. OMG!! some more its same de.. nvm la.. but quite relaxin too.. makin mi sleepy.. haha..its tired workin. if dear nt in army.. he confirm will come here to acc mi de..so can see him.. but is ok la. gt his pics.. i reali miss him lot lots.. time faster past leh.. i wan to see my dear!!. workin seems to be the onli thing i can do durin holidays to prevent myself from spendin more money,, but workin seems to spend even more.. cos of all those food i ate,. sian.. i wan to sleep la..
haha.. glad my classmates came.. zoey.. mei qi..cheryl.. denise.. mich.. they came n entertain my bored working dae.. haha.. they try all kinds of IQ games but guess.. haha.. ITS TOUGH RIGHT!! haha.. try harder ar.. none can solve.. include mi la.. below r some pics i took durin their games..

See.. everyone tryin very hard.. especially denise n mich ar..! but.. too bad.. its reali tough la..

haha.. mei qi n zoey came in and help.. wahaha..

Oi aunty!! wat u doing.. tot u wanna solve.. turn out copyin another.. kanna caught liao..haha

my shop suddenly became mind cafe ar.. playin games.. onli short of food and beverages =Dhaha.. thanks for comin..miss u guys..!!

till now.. i am waitin for my beloved to call mi at nite.. finally can tok to him n listen to his voice la..

2008-08-19T23:44:00.005+08:00

hai.. wake up late then nv go play badminton with japanese gal.. hai.. actually tot of wakin up but too tired.. cos sleep late yesterday..went to meet su yi for badminton in the afternoon.. goin for badminton..sian.. BADMINTON AGAIN!!but no choice la.. at least must exercise ma..haha.. cos my dear gettin more fit.. cant lose la.. later become a ball..let him roll.. nt gd leh..seriously .. by mentionin his name.. i reali miss him lot.. realli realli!! " dear,, i reali miss u lot" waitin for ur call too..

badminton is always something i wanna achieve since young.. but things jus cant go smoothly.. i always had the determination to play well in badminton but due to certain reasons.. i am losin motivation le.. normally dear will always train with mi.. play with mi.. encourage n teach mi.. but now he went army le.. i reali cant play well in sch cos no one had patience to train mi.. its sad but thanks my dearest su yi.. who acc mi to play.. cos of her .. then i had the motivation to go trainin cos we always encourage one another to JIAYOU..!! don give up.. we can de!! tis is wat we always did before going trainin la.. Things jus cant change la .. i reali dislike it..but hai.. i reali don wish to say out la..

but 1 dae.. i will success de.. JIAYOU LI SHI!!! i believe with dear,su yi n coach's support.. i will play well n prove to people tat i can make it..=D i need motivation.. otherwise.. i am losing determination.. sian.. the trainin i reali dislike cos it will nv change.. n seems like trainin in sch make mi worst.. sorry to say tat but wat i experiences is true.. runnin so much is useless.. we cant apply 2gather in court..its different.. u r my motivation..dear.. although u might nt always be there for mi.. but i can jus feel ur presense beside mi always.. supportin n encouragin mi in watever things i do..

dear.. i miss u again.. cant tok to u tonight cos u went outfield.. but is alright.. i wait for u to come back.. gt lots of things wanna share with u .. time are reali precious to us right.. gt to treasure wor..=D luv u lot.. hug u tight n say gdnite..=D sweet dreams..

2008-08-19T00:30:00.006+08:00

today was not a bad day.. dear called mi in the afternoon n had a chat cos 3 daes will nt be tokin le.. sad..=( but nvm la.. at least he make an effort to call n ask mi to take care!! haha..thanks for caring.. afternoon was bored la.. cos nothing to do.. seems to be a no life gal.. no where to go.. but jus to study .. work.. n sports!! ok.. it may seems to have lots of activities but.. its still no life la gal.!! went to tpy to meet ping.. after her work cos holidays.. free time wor! so happy n enjoyed.. i always luv disturbin n bully her la.. cos she like sotong..blurr blurr de.. nice to bully..tis is wat people always tell mi..hee.. went for a walk aorund whole tpy n had a long long chat bout her personal stuff la.. shh.. shall nt share cos is our secret!!..

At nite.. meet up with all my long buddies.. had a fun n long chat with them.. somehow feel tat we had lotsa things to share with cos we will always target some1.. haha.. he should know who la.. stupid CHEN!! haha.. cos he always pretend to be pure.. but inside his heart.. guess he knew wat we gonna say.. haha.. CHEN is dirty de lor.. don act act ar.. seems like meh n i had even more things to say on.. haha.. no one knew tat we know lots of stuffs..had a fun moment with my buddies.. n lets meet up soon again n slack around ..

lastly.. dear.. pls take care k.. eat more.. n see u soon.. miss u .. have a gd sweet nite.. sleep well..=D

sometimes.. i feel tat people will nt treasure things around them till 1 dae.. they realise the importance of it.. then they reali its too late.. but wat i feel is tat at least u know wat is treasure n at least u did treasure be4.. without regret.. u did something which u cherish..same goes to frenship n relationship.. at least u make an effort..u will see the differences in them n urself as well..thing u will treasure..will be things u will rmb 4ever..

don ever regret wat u did.. but reflect wat u had done n being through.. tis is wat we learn in life..=D

2008-08-18T02:44:00.005+08:00

haha.. as usual.. my soldier boi went back camp le.. sad.. cant send him cos of work.. hai WORK n WORK!! so bored la.. i nearly fall asleep there but cos of food.. i survive.. wahaha.. pro right.. dear sleep till very late.. seems like his going to be a PIG soon hor.. dear?? haha.. time past very fast n meetin bro n his frens for a chat.. catch up n update more bout previous things which had happened.. haha.. bro' frens came n we drink.. n then.. cousin seems to be the 1st to drop down first.. haha.. i am still alright.. still can tahan.. maybe cos din drink as much as them bah.. kelvin n bro help mi cover bit la.. cos i don reali drink tat much.. some more gt weird type de.. like coffee n milk de liquor haha..taste unqiue.. but abit er sing la.. n we drunk volka too.. =D 1st time i drink so much hard liquor.. nvm la.. experience k!! i am still stable.. steady bo!! haha..

before drinking.. had a long chat with dear dear la.. he say he miss mi lot.. true true.. cos tis time.. 3 daes wont be tokin le.. sian again.. nvm la.. hearts are bond 2gather.. gonna miss him lots n lots more.. Oi botak dear.. always rmb i miss n luv u lot.. wahaha.. take care inside k.. see u soon.. have a gd sleep.. nite sweet dreams.. meet u in dreams bah..=D sleepin soon.. guess the liquor started to make mi giddy.. after an hour..?? ok.i feel tired liao.. end here.. dear i will be waitin for u in my dreams wor.. seeya.. "huggy" muackz"=D

2008-08-14T12:20:00.003+08:00

hai.. now at work.. is so bored.. i miss my dear lot.. tml faster come.. 6 daes din talk.. first time..lol..there will be more..=( vivo was so bored.. sian.. no customers.. need sit down there for 10 hrs.. OMG.. cant imgaine.. but luckily. i bought lappy along so can watch movie.. haha.. time past faster..hai.. tml gt camp.. heard tat it is trainin camp.. like army sia.. train train train..hope there are s=some entertainment for us otherwise i guess... the camp will be super bored..

wanna meet my dear tml.. but sad.. maybe i was unable to go pick him up cos of tat camp.. was told tat everyone go.. so i guess.. i should go la.. but is alright la.. ask dear join us..=) hee.. hope he don mind lo.. haha.. back to work.. buyin lots of food to eat.. but.. stomach nt feelin very gd.. took a nap a while..guess there are customers but i drove away.. wahaha.. cos i gt headache so rest a while.. nvm la.. haha..

i miss u every min every sec my dear..=)

2008-08-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

had a fun time today with my loving classmates.. first in rp we gt chalet.. for mi la.. haha.. so organised some more.. haha.. u know yy.. cos we are from events management.. haha.. everyting went so smooth but sad is i cant ton.. but is alright .. we shall have more next time..=D hope u guys enjoy..is fun n have lotsa food there.. yummy... mandy the others faci cant make it.. sad too.. cos last time gatherin with them le..=( but peng kwee came.. so glad to see him there. this may be the last time we see him le cos he resign due to some reasons.. but i guess all of us knew it cos he told us..=( it sad to hear tat, but reality are cruel.. so we can jus accept.. thanks peng kwee..

secondly is tat sa lou.. always luv disturbin mi.. say his BF back from outfield.. haha.. say mine still there.. sad=( but nvm..beloved comin out on friday..=)reach hm quite "EARLY"and bro came n fetch mi back.. haha.. first time sia..thanks ar!!! back to sleep.. tml have to work..

everydae before sleep.. first thing is to msg my beloved although he cant reply.. but is alright.. jus wanna tell him tat i miss him so much.. wanna hear his voice n lastly.. haha.. i luv him lot..=) must take care wor.. looking forward to friday.. count down now.. hee

last dae of sch..haha

2008-08-12T23:04:00.005+08:00

hi.. back to post.. haha.. jus have a personal chat with YP.. so fun la.. haha.. don see her so quiet.. she very noisy de!! haha.. ya.. today lesson was a bit bored.. but alright.. cos i have my noisy classmates to entertain.. we took lots of pics.. wa.. cant imagine tis is the most pics taken in RP.. lol.. can say in my whole life bah.. let mi upload some fun pics!! haha..

our class luv to fly high..

lets fly fly.. to the moon!!!

christo.. u like flog...haha.. Oi.. Dee.. wat u doin. lol..

slackin around..

my team..

i look so sian...=(

Oi.. faster take leh.. we posin liao

LTK.. u tink u like bird ar!! lol..

havin fun n my lovin class is bonded.. =D..
now.. missin my dear lot.. luv him too..lookin at his pic.. hope he is fine.. time faster fly leh.. i wan to see him soon...=D nite to him..

2008-08-11T12:58:00.005+08:00

firstly.. i wan to know the reasons of Y i keep on sick!! very angry.. this is already 3th times.. since end of march till now.. hai.. spoit my mood.. yesterday at work..mood was totally spoit.. n i seems to hack car every customers.. cos i was feelin cold. headache.. lose appitite.. SEE.. like tat how to work sia.. somemore i don even know i sick till reach hm.. then realise.. lol.. so LAME..although sick.. but still managed to come to sch but later.. cos i miss mandy's lesson since its the last day.. plus left onli few days with classmates..my classmates are loving.. cute..=D haha.. Apart from tat.. i miss my dear lot.. haha.. hope he is still fine.. jus always worry cos he is very important to mi wor.. haha.. pray for him to be safe..=D

with qi fen.. haha.. small kid..projects

jumpin style..

with raelene..events branding,,

with peng kwee..fan su..law. we luv u.. will miss u.. u din did wrong.. u are kind.. hai.. the sch system is jus so unfair,, u are reali a gd faci n we learn lotsa stuff from u.. thanks very much,, do take care..

with prem.. mich husband..enterprise

with mandy.. lovin mother..sales..=D

2008-08-10T13:58:00.002+08:00

this week beloved came back and jus went for celebration with him.. jus meet for less than 1 day then he need to go back camp.. hai..today is the first day of my beloved outfield..this time round is 6 daes he wont be callin back.. sad =( hope he be careful and take care of himself. this tme i will reali miss him lots..now workin,.. its sian.. tired cos had not been resting enough for past 2 days cos of my birthday n cousin birthdae. hope time past fast and finish workin so can go back hm sleep..

2008-08-08T08:36:00.006+08:00

today is my 19th birthdae.. wahaha. tired but jus look forward to meetin my beloved at night..=D yesterdae had dinner with family at crystal jade .. food was erm.. not very nice.. haha.. after tat had a supper with cousins at chong chong.. is fun la..i purposely say in front of them.."eh.. 15 more mins hor" haha.. then when reach 12am.. all wish mi Happy birthday.. haha.. had a great time chatting.. ok.. now i am in class.. with all my lovin classmates.. wishes mi too.. THANKS GUYS!!!they bought mi a triple waffle cakes.. haha.. i am so touched.. first ever cake like tis.. haha..so what will my birthdae wish be???? ermm.. i wan to be happy n happiness 4ever..healthy n young ever!! wahaha..hope to have an enjoyable day n precious moment with beloved n friends..

THANKS GUYS 4 the special cake.. haha.. triple waffle...

hmmm.. my wish is to be with u 4ever.. n happy always..=D

smilin n smilin.. happy mi..

how am i going to celebrate my birthdae with my dear dear alvin..?? guess wat?? we went to pitch tent at east coast.. haha.. night time go pitch tent was a bad choice..the wind was like free de lor.. so stong till both of our face kana cover by the tent n tent was super big!! OMG .. we had a hard time pitchin but thanks ar.. for the 4 people who help us too..=D finally we had bbq there.. n my dear was like don know how to start fire.. ok.. guess wat.. i was the 1 who set up fire.. haha.. pro right..? see dear.. i so dote on u!! cook for u to eat..i still told him " don use ur hand to take chacoal.. i take k.. later ur hand dirty"!! i jus wan him to rest la.. haha.. cos i know he tired after rushin back from camp..we chatted for quite long till mid night..=D

anyway. my last yr dreams came true.. i went to ton n pitch tent with my beloved during my birthdae.. this yr.. with u.. n onli u..=D luv u lot..

2008-08-07T12:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday suppose to be a happy day for mi cos early celebration with my buddies.. but actually suppose to be more people but.. end up.. onli two people came.. thanks meh n yao yao.. the rest cant make it =( also thanks my sista ping.. who bought a piece of cake 4 mi.. haha.. tis is wat we did for both of us every year..=D. had a long chat with meh n yao bout sch stuff.. guess it had been long time since we last chat bah.. BUSY!!! in our conversation.. we had planned to go out shoppin n skatin.. =D..went back hm after tat rushin sch stuff cos not yet done..its tired for tis few daes.. gt to rest early..

since then.. i had already told myself tat askin too much and knowin too much things might cause trouble n unhappiness.. ignorance may be the best thing.. being happy is the most important thing in life which i wan to achieve.. =D

today was a bit sian..maybe is too tired?? or no mood?? or hack care?? i myself don know too..UT too.. sian.. i don even bother to learn although i wan to achieve gd grades but jus very lazy cos last ut le..

later going out with parents for dinner on my birthdae celebration..venue not yet decide..haha.. guess it will be fun cos 1st time have celebration with parents outside..=D..

waitin 4 my beloved to come out tml for my birthdae celebration.. 08-08-08..=D

2008-08-06T08:12:00.004+08:00

we pon sch yesterdae together as a class.. for those who usually come.. all PON.. haha.. guess what.. we went to seoul garden to have party.. in taka.. its fun la cos first time most of our classmaes pon 2gather,, had a very full breakfast cum lunch..=D great day with u guys!! ..haha.. my classmates are fun n cute!!. unexpectally.. SEAN came.. haha.. surprising.. thanks ar..haha..1 funny thing is leonard wore jeans n its tight..haha.. he din expect tat he will eat till his jeans going pop out.. haha.. he complain say super tight..!! funny sia.. who will want wear tight jeans to eat a BUFFET!!!.. very clever ar leonard.we went to aracade after tat..went bk to trainin.. its very SIAN.. boring.. trainin gettin borin.. n i seems to lose interest.. cos nothing fun..tat dinin in seoul garden was first time ponnin with classmates.. we took pics haha..

yesterday as usual waiting for my beloved to call.. hope he will be free to call. its already quite late..normally 10 plus time he had already sleep but cos of his trainin.. he might not be able to call and havin not enough sleep.. tink he had become Kungfu Panda.. wahaha..he did call mi but it was around 2+ am..Wow!! it was super early.. guess wat.. they jus came back from trainin.. these few days.. i guess i had been tokin to him in my dreams.. but in actual.. i was reali speakin to him but in a unconscious state cos i was reali too tired..hai =(. nv reali had a proper chat with him..

He msg mi sayin tat he gt lots of things wanna tell mi but NO TIME!! hai.. he must be very tired.. gt to wake up early..is alright.. will see him soon.. hee.. take care miss u..

2008-08-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

hope my dear had a good sleep tonight,, he must be super tired.. hai.. but i guess he wont be callin mi tonight le.. cos todae.. he was very busy with his trainin.. =( i miss him lot.. gd nite my beloved.. take care..=D

2008-08-04T09:14:00.002+08:00

yesterdae my beloved went in le..=( sad.. time seems to fly very fast when we meet.. but i m glad cos at least we meet for 1 dae.. =D no matter how much time we were given.. we still treasure every moment being 2 gather.. we meet up in the afternoon..he gotten mi a special gift..for my early birthdae.. heehee so glad.. first time i ever receive 1 wallet.. haha,, very sua gu right?? but to mi.. its special la.. from my beloved.. jus luv him n the swtest things he did 4 mi..thanks dear...

before he left.. i asked him to take 1 pic with mi.. haha.. =D

my beloved soldier boi.. i seems to be smilin..but he don right?? haha.. he was sad.. cos cant bear to leave.. but alright.. don sad.. smile more soldier boi.. we will be meetin up soon.. 4 more daes..=D hee.. i will miss u lots.. haha.. take care k..

he is always very swt n loving.. show mi care n concern.. sacrifice time for mi..dote on mi..=D..be there 4 mi always..but he jus wont take care of himself la.. better take care hor..

jus end here.. continue when free..=D

precious moment=D

2008-08-02T23:43:00.002+08:00

haha.. today.. of course.. its a gd dae cos my beloved comin out.. so HAPPY.. wahaha. after a week nv seen 1 another.. i reali miss him lot..it was quite rush today.. after we meet.. heard tat his shoulder was injure so rush to telok blangah to see doctor.. wa.. was super far.. but no choice.. beloved was injure so must go see.. better take care hor..later i heart pain..after tat.. went bk to his house n wash up.. haha.. then we rush to town for movie. hai.. cant time jus slow down .. let us enjoy moments 2gather.. but although its rush.. we still treasure it lots.. hee=D today went for movie..its quite nice.. haha.. with his presence.. hee.. he send mi bk to yishun n had to go bk le.. sad.. hope his shoulder recover soon..

to special him.. recover soon. eat medicine.. n have a sweet dreams.. take care.. miss u..=D

a nice day

2008-08-01T21:13:00.002+08:00

today, lesson was so slack.. beginnin of the day, my mood was bad..cos i was reali very tired jus don know y..hai..is alright anyway.. cos my classmates enlighten my day haha.. thanks E65N.. my lovely class..haha.. even prem also slack.. we din have PDT.. NO CLASS DISCUSSION..NO PPT n NO 6P.. wahaha.. so slack. n i was sleepin in class.. guess everyone had fun takin pics expecially TIMO.. he took every of us.. Today although is slack but everyone seems to be tired.. UT also very SIAN.. i din bother to read cos bo mood liao..

apart from this.. sa lou..Yati n ah choe bully mi.. sayin tat their BF out today and keep on disturbin mi.. haha.. sayin "HAHA.. MY BF OUT TODAY.."so sad but is alright.. my beloved comin out tml.. haha.. i am still very happy n i am waitin too. haha.. but today was still a great day..

after sch went causeway with mabe.. esther n zoey.. we went to eat n shoppin but mabel left after eatin.. we bought one dress..

happy to see my beloved tml.. jus miss him lot.. =D

for the first time lyrics.. its nice..

2008-08-01T10:33:00.000+08:00

(Jud Friedman/Alan Rich/James Newton Howard)

Are those your eyes
Is that your smile
I've been looking at you forever
Yet I never saw you before
Are these your hands
Holding mine
Now I wonder how I could've been so blind

And for the first time
I am loking in your eyes
For the first time
I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time

Can this be real
Can this be true
Am I the person I was this morning
And are you the same you
It's all so strange
How can it be
All along this love grows right in front of me

And for the first time
I am looking in your eyes
For the first timeI'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time

Such a long time ago
I had given up on finding this emotion ever again
But you're here with me now
Yes I found you somehow
And I've never ever been so sure

And for the first time
I am looking in your eyes
For the first time
I'm seeing who you are
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me
Now I understand what love is, love is
For the first time

For the first time...

forevermore lyrics.. its meanful..

2008-08-01T10:19:00.003+08:00

by A SIDE

There are times when I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times when I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold night
I just can't believe that you are mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore

All those years I've longed to hold you in my arms
I've been dreaming of you
Every night I've been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you will be mine now
I just can't believe that you are mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be with forevermore

Time and again there are these changes
That we cannot end
As sure as time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore

I just can't believe that you are mine now

jus pics..

2008-07-31T08:38:00.005+08:00

my family..haha.. love them..

my beloved soldier boi..=D

my fun n cute DE team...hee

haha.. jus pics of my accompanies. people who light up my life.. haha.. =D

Its a BAD DAY!!!

2008-07-30T21:21:00.003+08:00

today, i wake up early to see dentist cos my stupid decay tooth. ok.. for tat stupid tooth, i had spent $76 frm my mum's wallet.. ok! tats ex OK!! after tat went to cut hair with mum n aunt..finally gt a hair cut.. its neat but looks weird i guess.. haha.. after hair cut.. went to AMK hub with them. We went shoppin n bought lots of things. so happy..things were still peaceful n smooth.. laterly... somethin bad happened... i drove to 400 plus with mum n sis.. as usual..car park space was jus nice 4 a car but dad's car was like super big..OK.... as for photos but things are jus so suay la.. when going back.. i drove out frm the carpark space, the car jus scratched the wall and the whole part got damanged.. i know this time round sure die liao..haihai.. i should have watch out more.. JUS NO EXPERIENCES LAH!!!hai.tis time round.. dad gt to spend over few $1000 for his precious car.. i know he treasure n take care of his car lot.. but tis time.. i damanged it.. hai hai hai....=( today.. i guess is in my life.. the most $$$ i wasted on my parents in my whole life.. GOD!! pls help mi...let my dad strike 4D this weekends.. so i wont feel so guilty... hai.. i will work hard n earn more $$$ n will be extra extra careful next time..=(

jus hope the rest of my day will be better n smooth.. thanks god!!!

sharing is gd sometimes..

2008-07-29T22:15:00.000+08:00

today, lesson was quite fun as it is bout business proposal bout acitivites and events, i guess it is my interest bah. A lot of people were sick there4, every1 pls take care of urself. i jus luv disturbin esthey..li zhen.. cos they are always tryin to find ways to tease & bully mi.. but failed.. wahaha.. try harder..n plus tat stupid sa lou.. stop ur nonsense ar.. haha..THANKS to MABEL for helpin mi in my blog.. =D I jus luv those gals in my class.. they are cute.. funny.. carin & luving.

After tat meet up with sista ping to TB to see doctor again.she acc mi 4 several times already..i knew its far.. anyway..THANKS ALOT!! hai.. hope my wrist recover back to normal.Reach yishun, chat with ping bout some frenship stuff which she does agree to some points i had made.regarding DPDP..guess most of u all knew it. maybe cos the way i deal with things lead to coldness towards mi.. very sad n disappointed to hear tat but, perhaps all of us had different views and dealin methods..i may neglected it or may do it in a wrong way but jus needed some understandin in it.. i still treated u all like before..but hope u all too..

anyway.. things r jus unforeseenable.. avoidin often cause worst.. so maybe some light chat will jus solve n feel better..

few mins ago jus had a short chat with my beloved..at this time.. probably.. he had already sleep inside his mosquito net.. haha.. hope he had a gd sleep.. take care while trainin tml..=D
JIA YOU!!

jus hope problems will go..my life will be great n hope i stay happy ever after.. smile more lychee.. it looks great.. alright..!!! =D

hi.. my first blog..

2008-07-29T20:07:00.000+08:00

sometimes i jus wonder who can i say out my problem. But after a few years of decision, i feel that blog will be part of my listening ears from now on. Cos i feel that i can jus type down wat ever things i wan to say n people might understand and do not misunderstand mi again. I tend to say out in a hush tone.

yesterday, i meet my buddy chen, to share things that had happened which cause my sadness and unhappiness. i feel that he is able to understand wat i say and will not misunderstand mi. This kind of friendship things can settle with him cos he is mature enough to understand. He will always be the middle man among us because he is the oldest.perhaps maybe he know how to settle and think through bah.

I guess my friendship with few of them were not very close as before where i feel tat we are cold towards one another. I jus cant balance relationship, kinship and friendship. Is hard la.. nothing is fair la in this world.
Misundercommmunication leds to misunderstanding then leds to mistakes. hai.. nothing i can do anymore. =(

Is alright la,jus be myself.. this is wat i always told myself cos must be optimistic & life still goes on.. stay happy better.

yesterday nite, i had a chat with my beloved. is glad to chat with him cos he is nt here with mi but his heart is with mi.. he is understanding. Thanks to him..=) happiness

Early in the morning, something bad happened, my gums bleed when brushing.. SHIT LA.. tooth droppin soon..becoming AH MA la..hope it wont fall. then i hav GASTRIC PAIN!!! stupid la.. so demoralised..hai.. sad.. BUT LIFE STILL GOES ON..